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Ihadpityforhtelittlewhitemousethatlaybeforemebutiknewthatihadtodowhati
hadtodo.icasuallystrokeditsfurandthoughtabouthowitmusthavefeltduringits
lasthoursbeingalive.howitmusthavefeltnotknowingwhathorrorlayaheadand
howpainfulitmusthafebeentodieduetooverdoseofchlorofoam.ihadadutytope
rformandiknewhowtodoittechnicallybuttheemotionalpartofmewasjustscrea
mingagainstthemerethought.ihavedonethisbeforeitoldmyselfsowhyshouldi
tbesuchabigproblemnow?certainlyfromitsmorphologyyoucouldtellthatitwa
saratandthatithadaveryhugepairoftesticles.itmusthavehadsomegreatsexiass
umedbecauseitspeniswasequallyashuge.butasafuturebiologistonehastolook
atitfromascientificpointofviewandnotapevertedone,somethingwhichihaveal
waysfoundgreatdifficultywith.itriedtostalltimebyplayingwiththelittlebugge
rbuteventuallyiknewthatIhadtofinishoffthejobthatIstarted.withthescalpelin
myhandandscissorsintheotheriproceededtocutawayatthepoorsouls'sbelly.th
efirstcutisalwaysthemostdifficultbecauseyouhavetopenetratethroughthethic
kfurandlayeroffatbutmysharpscissorsmadesurethatthetaskwasachievable.i
mmediatelyigotintothemodeandcouldseethatitwasntthatbadafterall.peeling
awayattheorgansandlookingintotheinsidesofthisforsakenanimalifeltasenseo
freliefthatididthedissectionperfectly.bloodwasnotaconcernformeasihaveno
qualmsabouttheredstuff.thegutscamespillingoutasicutmywaythroughthefle
sh.themostdifficultpartwascuttingawayattheribs.weweretoldtouseforcetobr
eaktheribssothatwecouldexposetheheartandtheexperiencewasnottoopleasan
tbutimanagedtoremovetheribplateandthereitwasthetiniestheartihaveeversee
n.notsurprisinglyiscoredaperfecttenoutoftenformydissection.butaftertheexc
itementhaddieddownirealisedthatihadinfrontofmeadefiledcreature.thethoug
htsfinallysunkintomeasisuccumbedtotheplightofthepoorsoul.ihadbecomea
murdererandididntevensquintwhileiwasbusyhackingawayattheremenantsof
whatusedtobeaveryaliveandkickingrat.butnowitwastoolatethedamagehadbe
endone.iamakillerandifeelalmostnoremorsefordoingwhatido.inowhavetoac
ceptthatfactandrememberthatthisdegreerequiresmetobecruel,atraitiamnotto
ofamiliarwithatthispointinmysorrylife.
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3 Comments:
Uhmnn well.. science students have to do that... ANyway I really don't bear to kill these little lives.. uhmnn they are too cute to die.. huh..
Yeah, we have to kill vermin (-_-)
I don't think they are cute... they are actually really hideous, and smell really bad. Have you held a dead rat before?
yeah i do.. cause i'm an undergraduate of biotechnology, so i have to handle all these in the lab.. luckily I never need to kill the rats. we provided with the dead one..
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